Things that keep me awake at night:
- Wanting things.
- Anticipation.
- Jealousy.
- Too hot.
- Too cold.
- The future.
- College & if I’ll fail.
- Expectations.
- Comparisons.
- Insecurities.
- PH.
- Planning.
- Worrying.
- Excitement.
- Lack of comfort.
- Hunger.
- Headaches.
- You & how I rarely want to leave your side.
I’ve always been a strong believer in “everything happens for a reason” but I’m struggling to find any reasoning in this. I don’t need answers, I don’t want a reason anymore, I just need peace.
Last night..
I bought new brushes, paints and more canvas then I know what to do with.
It’s time I start painting again, I’ve missed it.
